Ask me

Sometimes I just have these moments when I feel like writing something but I have no thought or situation to translate in mind, so I just take my note book and I start writing random lines that have no meaning at that time. When all is said and done, when I have gotten rid of that urge of writing, I look at my little script and I just smile... I hope to do the same for people who take their time to read through my material..:D


If you ask me, I'm ready
To let go of a broken heart
And a beat down soul
If you ask me. I'm falling
Yet again
But I can't seem to reach the ground
If you ask me, I'm scared
To look on ahead
As I take another step forward
If you ask me, I've listened
To countless tunes
Of a lonely heart seeking to fit in
If you ask me, I'm a human
Bound by emotions
And held back by insecurities
If you ask me, I'm blinded
By the many fears clouding my mind
So I find it hard to see even the simplest of things
If you ask me, I'll sing
With my not so soothing voice
Words that will end on deaf ears
If you ask me, I'll love
For nothing in return
And still remain fulfilled
If you ask me, I'll answer
Just ask me...


Poetry Princess

Make my desire pure

This next post is actually ironic(I don't know if this is the word I'm supposed to use here but anyheeeeew), in a sense that I wrote this two years back but it makes more sense today more than ever...

I call it the liberating "non fairytale"
That freed my sense of being and thinking
Over powered by the curiosity of knowing
And satisfied by my decision of honesty
I feel liberated indeed
I wonder no more
Because I know much more
I've found my peace of mind
Dear new desire
Occupy my empty thoughts
And entertain my longing desire
To just want...
Fill me not with riddles to torment
But rather to challenge my intellect
Excite me with the virtue of patience
And intrigue me with the knowledge of acceptance
Make my desire pure


Poetry Princess

Girl pleeeeeaz

I hope my skeemz don't mind that I took it upon myself to reply to her "Boy pleez"...

This girl has got me losing my sense of manhood though
I mean she pretty and all but she ain't all that right?
*tries to convince myself*
If only I could spend a moment in her thoughts, steal that one hopeful thought of me
Well at least I'd like to think that I do cross her mind every now and then...
I think she knows though
I mean a guy is all up in her space making random conversation with the lady
Where am I going with this though...

Should ask if she has any lunch plans?
No "dawg" too obvious
But I got this, I mean I've done this countless times before
I mean she pretty and all but she ain't all that riiiiiiight?
*compose yourself "dawg"*

Ok let's try this one more time
Wait, did she just say "I'm fine and you thanx"?
She has got to be as nervous as I am obviously
I mean why else would she lose her grip on grammar so to say...
We all know her eloquent way is just one of my favourate things about her

This girl though
What is it about her?
I can't tell my boys  about this, well not till I'm sure riiiight?
*takes my hand out my pocket*
Let's show some composure boi #notetoself

"Hello beautiful how are you doing?"
Wait, did I just say that to her?
She must think I'm...what's the word...yeah lame
What's next "your my size"?
*laughs out loud* well not really I just smiled...
She must think I'm smiling back at her so no harm done
Shoot a brother for being honest though

I can't seem to get a read on her.
Is she just being nice, friendly... or is she genuinely blushing?
GIRLS...

Me:"Looking beautiful as always"
Her: "thank you, you don't look to shabby yourself"
That's comforting, was wondering this morning if this tie goes well with this shirt...
*awkward staring*
"Enjoy your day dear, hopefully I can catch you later, got some work to do..." #blahblah
But that could have gone smoother right?

But this girl though
Is she checking me out as I walk away?
Do I turn and look at her now?
"Nah dawg, I've been saying this though"
*compose yourself*

Let's try this again tomorrow
"How are you doing beautiful?"
Ah flip, I just  had to throw that last part in again
Her: "I'm fine and you thanx"?
Ha ha ha, she did it again
*cute*

Phase one complete :)