What kind of love is this?

Sometimes things are better understood in a relationship, if one gives themselves an opportunity to hear an outside perspective. These were words I wished my friends had said in her relationship...2007

What kind of love is this?
Filled with heartache and tears
Arising from confusion and misunderstanding
What kind of love is this?
That misleads me into so called happiness
Only to disappoint and hurt me
What kind of love is this?
Bringing me so much pain and misery
And yet I still go back for more
What kind of love is this?
That arises only in times of intoxications
But when sedated with reallity... it's non-existent
What kind of love is this?
Taking me on an emotional rollercoaster
What kind of love is this?
That seems to always complicate the simple things
Merging a heart with no emotions
When does this love end?
Because I am tired of its unpredictability
I'm tired of being weak to its calling
How do I get over this love?
When I'm constantly living my life around it
Where is the new love?
That can free me
Because I'm really tired of not understanding
What kind of love this is!

Poetry Princess